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What ever happened to summer being fun?
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[19 Mar 2008|04:26am] |
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I'm still Straight Edge.
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[01 Mar 2008|01:15am] |
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I hate livejournal. And all the shit that's happened on it. Fuck the past.
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[28 Oct 2007|09:30pm] |
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This weekend was ridiculous. And when I say ridiculous, I mean realy fun. I'm not going to get into details about this but yeah.
Friday I hung out with Christ, Lance, Nico, Guisti, Scotty, and Kevin. Kevin for half the time. It was really fun. We hung out in downtown and got soaked in the rain. Fucked around at burger king. And then did some things. Like I said I'd like to update in detail but the piece of shit cops and a gleville detecive read this and they'll try to use anything against me. They're so got damn bored that they have nothing better to do Besides mess with a 16 year old kid. Instead of putting away many of the drug dealers through out scotia. But anyway... Everyone spent the night here. It was fun, etc etc.
Saturday I woke up at 7:00PM. I got up, ran a mile or two, came home and took a shower. Got ready to meet up with everyone after the Poison The Well show. Did that. Went to Bombers and ate delisious tofu fries. Jon, AshBash, Scotty Jones, Nate, Guisti, Little Nick, Ryan, Little Ryan, Mikey, Mitch, Beau, Gret, Viktoria, and a whole bunch of people were there. Evetually we got into three car fulls and went to a party. Didn't work out though. So we went to another... Didn't work out either., We were all so eager to get to a party and break everything and laugh at some drunken whores. But everything failed. Eventually we all met up at Center city and Nate got pissed and left. So only, Me, Mitch, Beau, Ryan Sobes, Mikey, and Guisti were left. So we went to union college to find a party. And we found a costume party. It was fucking HILARIOUS. We all snuck in there and tried to blend in. Beau was just saying how some bros were just gonna be like "Yooo. Are you dudes, in like, middle school?". Hahaha. And then Mitch started dancing MAD GOOD. It was seriously the most funniest thing I've ever seen. There was a cage in there and a bunch of whores "Dancing" on their boyfriends if that's what you want to call it. But it was just all around fun. So then we left and did some things. *Cough cough*. The Mitch was pulled over buy the cops for running a stop sign. Then we all came here and went to bed.
This saturday at Center City I'm fighting.
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[30 Sep 2007|04:29am] |
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Jon is my best frienddddddddddddd.
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[23 Sep 2007|05:08pm] |
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YOU'RE THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM. Look at us. Me, Beau, Jon, Bob. None of us have any drama. You're the one who's stuck on it and will always be writing in your journal about it. Grow up.
Life's been good. Everything's going good.
-I'm boxing constently now.
-I started a band. We're practicing all the time. It's one of the most fun things I've ever done in my life. We just started recording some SIQQ BR004AL breakdowns. Sike. Not sike at all.
-New friends came from this new band. Nico, Mike, and Ryan. Nico's Edge. He's been for a while which is awesome. He an amazing drummer and a friend. Mike's our second guitarist. Who used to play for Drewssed In Red. Been hanging out with him a lot more too. And been hanging out with Ryan because he's in my GED class.
-Also started to hang out with Tim and Stephen edge. Who are both Edge.
-I should graduate by November. If not December.
And I just have tons of things to look forward too.
XXX
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[25 Aug 2007|08:34pm] |
I'm sick of all this drama and people saying I'm starting drama. I'm just gonna say what I want and don't care if I cause "Drama". Fuck everyone I'll say what I want.
Burgundy sucked damien's dick for three hours during a "That's so Raven" Marathon.
Leah cheated on Mark Vengance.
Straight Edge 'til I die.
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[21 Aug 2007|11:16pm] |
How does someone fall off a roof like that? Why on that one day did he decide to work on a roof? It seemed like he actually apprciated his life, too.
It's bullshit he had to die. Out of all these scumbag's, he had to go. He was a good person. He stuck up for me when no one else would. He fought miles at the parade because he made fun of our lifestyle. He wasn't even Straight Edge. Miles: "You straight Edge?". Black Justin: "No son, but I'll steal beat your ass". Hahaha. Eating pizza at Rachel's with him and Nick. Watching "The hills have eyes"... I'm gonna miss that kid so much.
Rest In Peace Justin.
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[12 Aug 2007|10:00pm] |
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I'll see you at the bottom of the barrel.
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[28 Jul 2007|01:30am] |
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<mattguddy</font>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <font color=blue><b><MattGuddy</font color=blue></b>: he got stiches over his eye and his nose is broke
<font color=blue><b>MattGuddy</font color=blue></b>: and fucking someones brain up isnt cool dood
<font color=blue><b>MattGuddy</font color=blue></b>: he could get like retarded
<font color=blue><b>MattGuddy</font color=blue></b>: or die |
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[27 Jul 2007|07:57am] |
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If you drink.
If you smoke.
If you do drugs.
If you eat animals.
If you believe in god.
If you've sold out on anything you believed in, including breaking your Edge.
If you're a slut.
I do not want to talk to you. No exceptions.
Get some respect yourself.
Grow the fuck up.
Make some kind of change.
Stop sitting on your distgusting fat ass all day getting pay checks from the goverment you "Hate oh so much" And do something with your life's besides saying "Oh sit...".
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[26 Jun 2007|09:16pm] |
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"I have no life.
I hate everyone.
I'm insecure.
Meh meh meh meh."
Shut the fuck up.
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[29 May 2007|07:37pm] |
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A DAY TO REMEMBER IS AMAZING. I'm going to see then hopefully this summer out of town. Little Nick said something about bringing Guddy and I.
I SEE RECON this friday. So fuck mall. Emmure coming soon too.
Life's been okay. I don't know what to expect out of this summer. I know it's gonna be fucking awesome though.
I've also been hanging out with old friends from Schenectday.
40,000 people die a day. Why can't you scumbags be one of them.
XXX
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[08 May 2007|06:42pm] |
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Life is good. Life is great.
XXX
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[02 May 2007|06:04pm] |
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Life is great. I love all my new frinds. I love Straight Edge<3
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[12 Apr 2007|03:48am] |
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So Saturday the 7th was my mother fuck birthday. I actually enjoyed it. I went to a RECON XXX show. Brought the mosh and shit. As soon as they started playing little Nick got knocked out. It was brutal. They almost weren't allowed to play. But they did. And they gave me a birthday shout out!!!!! I got mad exicted. We hung out with them too. They're some cool kats.
Sunday was Norma Jean. I walked in there and started to hit Elijah in the pit just because, hahaha. I have no respect for those kids at all. Jordan's alright though. I got to hang out with Tommy and 50 other hardcore kids. It was pretty fun.
Lately I have nothing to live for but my friends. I'm out of control. All do is try to fight people now, I've become a douchebag. I even hit another grown man. And for no reason tried to fight four kids today while I was all alone. Honestly, I hope I end up dead.
I wish people would start making plans with me. New people that is. I'm gonna start playing the field since Karissa's over me. Today is the last time I cry over her.
Well some things are alright. I'll be driving really soon, and since I have a half days at school now, I was thinking about a job. For some money.
Well yeah. That's it.
"Everything you said to me, you said in vein. You lied to me just to get what you wanted. You left me for dead. You lest me to suffer. Suffer inside. Do you remember my face? Do you remember what you did to me? You left me to rot. You left me for DEAD. Everything you said to me you said in vein. You lied to me just to get what you wanted. You left me for dead. You left to suffer. NOW YOU'LL GET WHAT YOU DESERVE."
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[05 Apr 2007|08:09pm] |
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Hey Everyone!!!! My birthday's saturday and Recon's playing at Valentine's! PLEASE GO! Unless you're a female. Then don't.
And Amanda Barrett needs to keep her drunk fucking mouth shut aboutme, Yoda, And Kayla. She's just upset she broke Edge like everyone else and eats meat. She's a chamelin. She fits in where ever she can. She hung out with us, she was Edge and Vegetarian. She hung out with Josh Cole, and got drunk. That dumb slut really needs to not talk about me. Especially Kayla. Kayla doesn't say anything about her. AT ALL. She needs to put Damien's Rainbow dick in her mouth.
I'd update about what happened with you. But you're not worth it Karissa.
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[14 Mar 2007|02:21am] |
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Wow... After that move, babe. I'd never thought I'd say this, but I'll never take you back now.
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[13 Mar 2007|10:48pm] |
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Well, I'm gonna start updating again since it's getting warmer out and I'm doing stuff. I'll make it all short... I woke up and had to go to a meeting with all my counslers and teachers and shit. I'm going back to school monday, but I'm only gonna have 4 periods!!! SCORE! I got a bunch of other options too. After that I had BREAKfast with Bob and my mom. I guess I'm gonna get that car... Siqq. Yeah, then we picked up Yoda. Then we met up with JOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNN. And then Beau and Bob, and Grace and Erin, and then Alisa and Alex, then Josh Trace, Courtney, and Zac. Hahaha, see only good things happen when it's warm. We had lots of fun. We hung out at my school after hours and snuck into the basment and yada yada yada. I got on the school roof. Ummm... We hung out at the cemetary when it got dark for a little. Ooooooooo spooooky. I seriously love my friends though.
Oh yeah, I X'ed up today!!!! It reminded of me of old times. I'm really thinking about becoming a douchebag, and being militent. Only because it's funny though.
Other random things.
- I've been talking to Robbie alot. He's a pretty cool fuckin' kid. He's really guilty about breaking Edge. At least he cares though. He seems like he has a pretty good head on his sholders. I'm gonna be hanging out with him more.
- I can finally start a band because I have cell phone! So yeah these two Edge kids will be hanging out with me more. And we'll be better than Dressed in Red, hahahahaha.
- My birthday's in like three weeks!!!! Fuck, I can't wait. Big party, friends, siqq ass free car, Straight Edge, sike I have that all the time. Seriously though, I'll have my lisence quick too because my mommy works at DMV.
Umm, that's al I can think off. Two nights ago was really good too. I called Yoda up crying, and then we went out... AND BROKE EVERYTHING. I felt SOOOO MUCH BETTER afterwards. Honestly, I don't care about it anymore. I was in-love with someone I didn't even know. So I have nothing to be upset about. I was in-love with a girl who didn't exist. I was on my friends page two seconds ago and read like three sentences of her journal, and of course she talked shit about me and complained about how she couldn't have a fling with Tommy because he's a good friend to me. I gues she's saying I got a mad small dick too, HAHAHAHAHAHA. But yeah, enough of that, I'm happy. Tommy's taking be to a show saturday mad far away, siqq. Uhhhh...
I love Beau, Yoda, Bob, Jon, Scotty, and Matt Guisti.
And no one is better than making of Guisti than Beau.
*Guisti Voice* "Boo ho Dressed in Red all I got. Courtney De-vo don't like me".
THIS IS HOW WE LIVE OUR LIVES! DRUG-FREE AND STRAIGHT EDGE!- xFight Everyonex... What the fuck does that mean, they're the same thing? Hahahaha.
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Sooooo... Umm. Lets see what's happened since I last updated. I'm getting a sicccccc ass car for my birthday totally free from my mom's friend Bob. Which is fucking amazing, he's always doing things for me. He's even getting a giant X on the hood for me. He's really worried though because there's mad money put into it so it's fast. I'm bound to end up in trouble, he's right. But yeah, it's black and looks like a fire Bird kinda. I don't know.
Today I went to the mall of course. It being friday and all. I got a ride with Ex-Derrik-ex. Scotty and Guisti with there too. It was fun. We got there seen Beau and all them. We went to Taco Bell. Said the word "Fuck" a lot. 'Cause we have horrible fuckin' mouths. Then Beau, Keefer, Guisti, and Scotty came here, made prank phone calls and they feel asleep. I ended up talking on the phone with amanda Barrett for about 40 minutes or so. We're gonna hang out sunday. Umm, then somehow I talked to Kelsey on the phone. She was MADDDD fucked up. And she's gonna call me tomorrow to hang out. So I'm glad I have plans at least.
Uhhh.... I STARTED A BAND! An Edge one too. With no fucking sellouts in it., It's me, "Blaaat", and Xscotty JonesX so far. We still have to call xMikex About drums though. Practice tomorrow. Sic.
Karissa and I are offically over I guess. She breaks my fucking heart. I can't believe she smokes. It gives me a sinking feeling in my stomach. Oh my god it's fucking distgusting. Amanda was telling me how she smoked when she was there and I got so upset inside. But fuck it. She had a date with Beau today too. She has a knack with going with my friends. Yoda, BEau, Tommy, Nick. Whatever though. I'm done with this part of the update. Fuck it.
The Acacia Strain: Passing The Pencil Test.
She woke up this morning with a bad hangover.
Tonight she will be going to bed without her insides.
Never cross me.
This just in; this is the scene of a crime.
Murder victims rarely play their own defense.
So you have no chance at winning that.
If I can't hear you scream, then no one can.
Because I'm right here and my hearing is perfect.
I'll say hello to your family in court.
And nothing can stop me.
And no on can save you.
I'll turn your world upside down.
There is a reason for my actions.
There is a reason I raise my voice.
This isn't going to be long term.
I'll fuck you, kill you, and leave you.
I'm really worried about myself lately. I've been having these thoughts in my head about killing people in detail. It happened a lot at the mall. I'm really getting scared. I'm also reading this book on Mental Illnesses. And I'm mad fucked up...
But yeah, I'm gonna go to bed now with Beau and shit...
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